Need to get dressed to marriage...

Yesterday I was with some friends of mine and we made a deal of creating mini plans that must become real before our next meeting.

Well, I needed a goal and as in my free time the most thing I do is to think, to search and to dream about all the details and details of the weeding (and oh my God why does it need to have so many details...), my deal was that I will finally start choosing the dress.

And as the next meeting with my friends is on january 29th I do need to go for the real dress instead of just search on the internet afraid of really dress myself as a bride.

Soon as I have any news, obvious, I won't show it, but I will tell the feeling of being somehow closed to the dress.

:-)

Happy 2009! The Wedding year...

It is a start of another year... It seems the same, but somehow different, it seems scared as every year that starts full of surprises, but with the dreams we got inside ourselves, most of the times it seems just right, full of opportunities, full of love and plenty of strenght to go on and on looking for happiness, if for some reason we dont think it (the happiness) is already with us.

I had a huge lost in the end of 2008. I lost my uncle Raimundo. He had the down syndrome, was 58 years old, and was sick for a long time already. We all knew he needed to rest and he did not deserve that suffering, but for sure we were not ready to loose him. With his story I learnt that we are never ready to loose anybody that we love.

It hurt so much and I was just not in the feeling of thinking about the wedding, cause he always said that he would walk me to the priest on the big day, and he wont be there. Writing about it makes me miss him more... But I know I will have to keep writing and that I have to make it very happy and lovely, as he had always been!

Needed to share this with you to leave a message for 2009: Never leave the ones that you love without a lovely word, without showing them how you feel, cause we never know when it is going to be the last time...

Hapiness, healthy, peace and love for all you!